Friday, March 26, 2010

Epiphanies

I just wanted to note down that things are changing for me now.. So much change.. but I am sad and happy at the same time. Sad to have to accept that the change will change soooo much relationships around me.. Happy because I need this change.. and welcome it. It means I move forward in life and achieve what I never dreamed of achieving.

I had been praying a lot for this for a long long time. The angels and saints works are finally obvious to me. Thank you and Thank you God. My path is clear and I know it will only be up from here. However I would like to take a pause to say goodbye to what I knew, to say sorry that I am changing to people I know who will be affected. I always loved you all, I will always love you all, however I can not promise I will be the same person after this journey.

Does this experience strike a note? I am sure it has happen to many. Hopefully this new live is ready for a crazier, more creative, funnier and happier Rogue. I am what I am, worked hard at it. I never let myself down. I never disappointed myself. I have achieved all my ambitions and more. I am yet to achieve the ultimate impossible thing to do for a little girl from Kampung. :) go for a walk on the moon.

3 comments:

Rob said...

Noooo!!!!
You've finally gone blonde?!?

Take care of yourself

Doc Rogue said...

yeah my blonde ambition.. lol...

always taking care of myself..

see u soon.. hugs..

Belle Deon said...

Gratz!! You will make one hell of a butterfly. Change is inevitable ..

I am like a bird - Eagle.. woo hoo..

Your Power Bird is an Eagle
You are spiritual and able to soar to great heights.
You are a true inspiration, and many people look to you for guidance.
And you are quite demanding in relationships... but you're worth it.
People know that you will become even greater than you imagine.

The Keys to Your Life - Shite! truth reverberates.

The Keys to Your Life
Anything good in your life comes from you having the strength to make good decisions.

You know how to assess a situation before you leap into action.

Anything bad in your life comes from fooling yourself or clinging to illusions.

Be strong enough to see the world clearly. Learn from your mistakes.

My Shoe Type - Oh I am common... :)

You Are Sneakers
You are creative, funky, and forward thinking.
You are cool, but you are still approachable.

You are stylish and edgy, but you aren't a slave to fashion.
You tend to put your own spin on trends.

You tend to have a fast paced, busy lifestyle.
Not a lot of people can keep up with you!

You should live: Near nature

You should work: In a job that keeps you on the go

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz - Who would have guessed

You Are Bert
Extremely serious and a little eccentric, people find you lovable - even if you don't love them!

You are usually feeling: Logical - you rarely let your emotions rule you

You are famous for: Being smart, a total neat freak, and maybe just a little evil

How you live your life: With passion, even if your odd passions (like bottle caps and pigeons) are baffling to others